Last night I had a dream that I was back at school, specifically in the Sixth Form, and I felt like I’d bitten off way more than I could chew in terms of subjects to study. I felt under extreme pressure, and eventually, I snapped – only when I snapped, I then found myself existing as a young Harry Potter, who was rebelling against Hogwarts and the teachers, no longer interested in his destiny. In fact, he was quite surly and abrupt with teachers, and it got to a point where he was actively trying to leave, and the teachers – aware of his importance – were trying to stop him. Eventually they realised they couldn’t forcibly contain him and let him go.
So, do I feel under pressure? I guess in some ways, I always feel under pressure. It’s a constant companion. I don’t feel particularly rebellious though.