{"id":3524,"date":"2025-05-05T21:58:46","date_gmt":"2025-05-05T20:58:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/meerkatmusings.co.uk\/?p=3524"},"modified":"2025-05-05T21:59:01","modified_gmt":"2025-05-05T20:59:01","slug":"meerkat-prompts-dyspraxia","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/meerkatmusings.co.uk\/?p=3524","title":{"rendered":"Meerkat Prompts: Dyspraxia"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I&#8217;ve <a href=\"https:\/\/meerkatmusings.co.uk\/?p=2301\">briefly touched upon this before<\/a>, but I thought it could be something explored in more detail. I have dyspraxia (not to be confused with dyslexia), a condition that affects motor skills (throw a ball at me, and the odds are I&#8217;ll fail to catch it), as well as organisation and concentration. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dyspraxia is thought to affect five percent of the human population, so for once, I am in a rather unique category, lucky me. It has no bearing on intelligence, but when I read as to how dyspraxia can affect self-esteem, I instantly understood how that felt. I have often felt that I have to work twice as hard to achieve half the result, and that is because I have to battle my own brain chemistry. Something is misfiring in my head, and it will never, ever stop misbehaving. There is no cure, and not really any treatment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This is not to say that dyspraxia renders someone an invalid, because it doesn&#8217;t. With occupational therapy, it can be managed. I can at times be clumsy, but I try to focus on what I am doing. Whether or not it offers any help, I take pills designed to aid concentration. These are &#8216;off the shelf&#8217; vitamin pills, found in supermarkets, so their effectiveness is possibly nothing more than a placebo effect, but I&#8217;ll take that as a win, if they work. Still, there are plenty of days where I find my mind wandering in daft directions. I might be thinking about something specific, trying to follow a thread about, let&#8217;s say, a character I&#8217;m developing for a book, and within a few minutes, the idea is gone, washed away on a current of completely unrelated notions (such as, do honeybees and bumblebees get along?).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It&#8217;s also quite a chaotic journey from the book idea, to the bee question. It&#8217;s a rollercoaster.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because of my scatty mind, I have certainly doubted myself. I have questioned my abilities. I have wondered if I am in fact stupid. At times, I have berated myself, even hated myself, though the more I come to understand what dyspraxia is, the more I realise I am not stupid. Uncoordinated, and at times unfocused, but stupid? No.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I have managed to forge stable careers, loving relationships, and overcome hurdles. I have published books. I have achieved more than I thought I could. Dyspraxia is a source of endless frustration, but it is not insurmountable.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/meerkatmusings.co.uk\/?page_id=122\">Back to Meerkat Prompts<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve briefly touched upon this before, but I thought it could be something explored in more detail. 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